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		<title>Good Friday for Goodness Sake  [OR Jesus Loves You More Than You Can Hate Anyone]</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon art: Jesus&#8217; Mother, Beloved Disciple by Laura James Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on April 3, 2026 The Gospel of John, chapters 18 and 19 [grab a Bible or web search the readings] [sermon begins] How are we to understand the goodness of Good Friday? Is it like how kale is good for &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2026/04/03/good-friday-for-goodness-sake-or-jesus-loves-you-more-than-you-can-hate-anyone/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Good Friday for Goodness Sake  [OR Jesus Loves You More Than You Can Hate Anyone]</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>**sermon art: Jesus&#8217; Mother, Beloved Disciple by Laura James</p>
<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on April 3, 2026</p>
<p>The Gospel of John, chapters 18 and 19 [grab a Bible or web search the readings]</p>
<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>How are we to understand the goodness of Good Friday? Is it like how kale is good for us but really not that tasty? A violent execution seems an odd thing to commemorate much less celebrate, especially in a time when the world is wrestling with disturbing violence and deep pain. Today of all days, it’s especially important to understand that it’s not the violence of the cross that is redemptive. It’s not the pain of Jesus that saves us. It’s easy to get lost in the message of the cross because the earliest Jesus followers who wrote down their experiences couldn’t quite figure it out either.</p>
<p>The goodness of Good Friday has to do with God’s goodness. More specifically, the goodness of Good Friday has to do with Jesus who embodies God. In the Gospel of John, God is Jesus and Jesus is God. The love of God in Jesus, the audacity of grace personified in Jesus, the ultimate power of that love, so enraged his enemies and fueled the mob mentality that ultimately killed him. Jesus ate meals with unlovable people, he had public conversations with women no one spoke to, and he had secret conversations with religious leaders who opposed him by day. The list of his ever-expanding circle of grace and love is endless.</p>
<p>Finally, when the threat of his grace, the threat about who is included in the love of God, became too great, he was killed for it. Grace and unconditional love are that powerful. Jesus predicted his death because dying for goodness’ sake was anticipated as the inevitable attempt to do away with love. Hate’s last gasp against love’ great, disruptive power. Hate will always try to do away with love. But Jesus will always love us more than any of us can hate him.</p>
<p>The goodness of Good Friday reminds us that we are not abandoned in suffering. God suffers with us. God absorbs our suffering into God’s heart. Good Friday also tells the truth about suffering caused by violence. Large acts of violence are obvious. War, terror, and murder are clearly seen. There are also the smaller acts of violence that destroy relationships and murder people’s spirits and our own spirits – lies, gossip, passive aggression, dissing someone’s body rather than debating their ideas or confronting their hurtful behavior. The list of our violent ways is as endless as we are creative in inflicting ourselves against the ones we love and the ones we hate. The level we inflict suffering on each other, and on the earth and all its creatures, knows no bounds.</p>
<p>The goodness of Good Friday reminds us that the cross is the place where we struggle in the darkness and the very place where God meets us. We live in this darkness in different ways – failure, addiction, confusion, doubt. God loves you through the cross, in the darkest places that you don’t tell anyone about. The truth is that most of us are capable of just about anything given the right set of circumstances. The goodness of Good Friday isn’t about pointing away from ourselves to other people who cause suffering. It’s also a sacred space to wonder and be honest about the pain that we cause as well.</p>
<p>Confessions of sin extend to systems that we’re a part of—institutions, countries, governments, families, friendships, communities, and even churches. Systems that hold us captive to sin from which we cannot free ourselves. What does free us? Jesus on the cross. Jesus on the cross holds up a mirror in which we can see our own reflections. Our reflections that simultaneously reveal God’s beauty in us as well as the sin we inflict on each other and cannot justify. No matter how many times we enshroud our sin in self-righteousness, the cross tells us otherwise.</p>
<p>We often act without awareness of how our actions may hurt someone else. That’s why our worship confessions talk about things we’ve done and things we’ve failed to do. That’s why we talk about our sin. Sin gives us language for the way we hurt other people and ourselves with our actions – actions that separate us from each other and God. But nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> Good Friday’s goodness creates space to experience life-giving compassion from the heart of God in the face of our sin. God’s SELF-sacrifice in Jesus also reminds us that Jesus’ death is NOT payment to an angry God or a hungry devil. That’s just divine child abuse. Jesus is a revelation of the goodness of God, taking our violence into himself on the cross and transforming death into life through SELF-sacrifice. The cross surprises us with grace in the face of sin.</p>
<p>God reveals the truth of our death dealing ways while reminding us that God’s intention for humankind is good.<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a> Jesus was fully human and fully divine. His life’s ministry and his death on the cross reveal his humanity and our own, reminding us about the goodness for which we were created. The cross awakens that goodness. Jesus’ full and fragile humanity was displayed on the cross. He sacrificed himself to the people who killed him for his radical, excessive love. He did not raise a hand in violence against the people and the world that God so loves. Jesus’ self-sacrificing goodness clears our eyes to see God’s intention for our human life together. Jesus loves us more than we could ever hate him or anyone else.</p>
<p>Our connection with each other is also revealed in the goodness of Good Friday. From the cross, Jesus redefined connection, kinship, and belonging. Hear these words again from the gospel reading:</p>
<p>“Meanwhile, standing near the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. <sup>26</sup>When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.” <sup>27</sup>Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home.” <a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a></p>
<p>From the cross, with some of his last breaths, Jesus did this incredible thing. Jesus knows we need belonging. He connects people through and beyond suffering. This is NOT a reason for suffering. Simply one truth about it. When we suffer and feel most alone, Jesus reaches out from his own suffering to give us to each other. To belong to each other. God’s heart revealed through the cross destroys the illusion of our isolation and connects us to each other once more. In each other, we’re given kinship and appreciation for the gift and mystery of being alive. In God we live and move and have our being through God’s goodness in Jesus on the cross.</p>
<p>In the end, the cross isn’t about us at all. It’s about the self-sacrificing love of Jesus who reveals God’s ways to show us the logical end of ours—our death-dealing ways in the face of excessive grace and radical love. We struggle to believe that God applies this grace and love to everyone. It’s hard enough to believe that there’s a God who loves us. It’s downright offensive that God loves our greatest enemy as much as God loves us. But that is God’s promise in the goodness of Good Friday.</p>
<p>There is nothing you can do or not do to make God love you any more or any less. The same holds true for the person you like the least. Jesus loves you more than you can hate anyone AND Jesus loves that person, too. Offensive? For sure. And also reassuring. Because if God’s love includes everyone then it also includes you. God’s arms are opened to all in the outstretched arms of Jesus on the cross, receiving us by God’s reckless grace because Good Friday is reveals that God’s goodness is love.<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a> Thanks be to God and amen.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> Romans 8:38-39</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Genesis 1:26-31 God creates “humankind.”</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> John 19:25b-27</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> 1 John 4:7-21</p>
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		<title>The Imperfect Ideal in Community [OR God’s Call into Risk and Possibility]</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon art: The Temptations of Christ, 12th century mosaic at St Mark s Basilica, Venice. Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on February 22, 2026 [sermon begins after two Bible readings; Romans and Psalm 32 are at the end of the post] Genesis 2:15-17 &#38; 3:1-7 The Lord God took the man and put him in the garden &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2026/02/22/the-imperfect-ideal-in-community-or-gods-call-into-risk-and-possibility/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">The Imperfect Ideal in Community [OR God’s Call into Risk and Possibility]</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>**sermon art: The Temptations of Christ, 12th century mosaic at St Mark s Basilica, Venice.</p>
<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on February 22, 2026</p>
<p>[sermon begins after two Bible readings; Romans and Psalm 32 are at the end of the post]</p>
<p>Genesis 2:15-17 &amp; 3:1-7 The Lord God took the man and put him in the garden of Eden to till it and keep it. <sup>16</sup> And the Lord God commanded the man, “You may freely eat of every tree of the garden, <sup>17</sup> but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall die.”<br />
<sup>3:1</sup> Now the serpent was more crafty than any other wild animal that the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God say, ‘You shall not eat from any tree in the garden’?” <sup>2</sup> The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden, <sup>3</sup> but God said, ‘You shall not eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the middle of the garden, nor shall you touch it, or you shall die.’ ” <sup>4</sup> But the serpent said to the woman, “You will not die, <sup>5</sup> for God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.” <sup>6</sup> So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food and that it was a delight to the eyes and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate, and she also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate. <sup>7</sup> Then the eyes of both were opened, and they knew that they were naked, and they sewed fig leaves together and made loincloths for themselves.</p>
<p>Matthew 4:1-11 Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tested by the devil. <sup>2</sup> He fasted forty days and forty nights, and afterward he was famished. <sup>3</sup> The tempter came and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.” <sup>4</sup> But he answered, “It is written,<br />
‘One does not live by bread alone,<br />
but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.’ ”<br />
<sup>5</sup> Then the devil took him to the holy city and placed him on the pinnacle of the temple, <sup>6</sup> saying to him, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down, for it is written,<br />
‘He will command his angels concerning you,’<br />
and ‘On their hands they will bear you up,<br />
so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.’ ”<br />
<sup>7</sup> Jesus said to him, “Again it is written, ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’ ”<br />
<sup>8</sup> Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory, <sup>9</sup> and he said to him, “All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me.” <sup>10</sup> Then Jesus said to him, “Away with you, Satan! for it is written,<br />
‘Worship the Lord your God,<br />
and serve only him.’ ”<br />
<sup>11</sup> Then the devil left him, and suddenly angels came and waited on him.</p>
<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>Hanging out with babies and toddlers is a lot about love while saving them from themselves and what they don’t yet know. We watch them like mama bears when we’re with them and we limit their movement with gates and play yards when our attention is elsewhere. Trouble happens even with these safeguards and boundaries. Those moments stick with you. My mind’s eye still sees their big tumble off of a chair and down the stairs when our kids were very small. Tumbles taken under my watch. As they grew older, I started trying to safeguard them with words like, “Be safe, have fun, and use your power for good!” That encouragement was sometimes met with an eyeroll, but our son had a lifelong friend that started to answer me in a different way when they became teenagers. I’d say, “Be safe, have fun, and use your power for good.” And he’d reply, with his first finger pointing up in the air, “And not for evil,” before dashing out the door into teenaged life. Most of us are right there with him, avoiding evil with enthusiasm, establishing boundaries that we think we’ll keep.</p>
<p>Boundaries are a good way to think about the man and the woman in the garden in the book of Genesis. God gives them the garden for their flourishing. The garden was a boundary. Stay here. Be alive. And the garden contained a boundary. Eat from all the other trees but do not eat from THAT one. When they ate from it, they learned more than the knowledge of good and evil. They learned how to use it for themselves, to manipulate it for their own protection and advantage.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> First, they breached the tree’s boundary. And then they tried to cover up who they were and what they’d done.</p>
<p>Albeit a cover up, the story of the man and woman in the garden does not use the language of sin. It’s Paul’s letter to the Romans that interprets their garden story through the cross with language of trespass and sin. I’m partial to the language of trespass in the story about the garden. Trespass conveys the man and woman’s breach of boundaries to eat from the tree. They trespassed where they didn’t belong and were specifically told by God not to go. The language of trespass adds dimension to sin by describing the movement of it. It’s our movement, our trespass against the humanity of others and the humanity in ourselves that reveals the distortion of God’s image. From this break with God comes all of our relational sins against God, each other, and our selves. Broken away from God’s image, we think we need to seek perfection. But we are in need of what only God can do – something we cannot do for ourselves.<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a></p>
<p>So God takes action. In skin and solidarity, God moved into the world in Jesus and ended up hung on a cross. Paul, in our reading from Romans this morning, uses all kinds of words to describe God’s movement in Jesus Christ &#8211; free gift, grace, justification, made righteous. Each of these words conveys that the burden is on God to mend the break, to atone on our behalf.</p>
<p>Whether we name humanity’s inherent flaw as trespasses or sin, it is on God and God’s promises to atone, to bring together, to reconcile, that which is broken between us and God. Baptized into Christ’s death and resurrection, we are baptized into the body of Christ in the form of this congregation. Over time, we remind each other of God’s intervention on our behalf. The language of sin and trespass are honesty and kindness to ourselves and each other.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a> A kindness that relieves us from the self-perfection project. A kindness that creates space for forgiving other people of their non-perfection and forgiving ourselves for our own.<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a> Listen to Psalm 32 for a word of hope as honesty opens us to God.</p>
<p>Sinners need something that God can give – and God gives it…</p>
<p>“Happy are those whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.” [Psalm 32:1]</p>
<p>Sinners, through the cross, are given a way to tell the truth about falling short…</p>
<p>“Happy are those to whom the Lord imputes no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit.” [Psalm 32:2]</p>
<p>Sinners know that not telling this truth about themselves is exhausting…</p>
<p>“While I kept silence, my body wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer.”  [Psalm 32:3-4]</p>
<p>Sinners talk to God…trusting in God’s forgiveness…</p>
<p>“Then I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not hide my iniquity; I said, &#8220;I will confess my transgressions to the Lord,&#8221; and you forgave the guilt of my sin.” [Psalm 32:5]</p>
<p>Sinners encourage each other to talk to God…</p>
<p>“Therefore let all who are faithful offer prayer to you.” [Psalm 32:6]</p>
<p>And through it all, sinners get together to remind each other of God’s promises…</p>
<p>“Be glad in the Lord and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart.” [Psalm 32:11].</p>
<p>“Rejoice” is an odd biblical command that doesn’t translate well in our everyday lives. We know the feeling of joy as a spontaneous reaction, not one we dreg up from inside ourselves. Like the joy we feel when we watch Olympians unify the world in a shared spirit of human triumph. Or, closer to home, the joy we feel when we come together to tend to our church home with resounding generosity with our Welcome 150 capital campaign that sparkles with welcome, enthusiasm, faith, and renewal. Our joy is the opposite of trespassing against each other when so many different people are working together towards a shared future in the gospel. Rejoicing as much about our connections with God, each other, and our community as we delight in experiencing what’s possible when we’re inspired by God’s mission for us. Rejoicing even as we confess our trespasses against each other because Jesus calls us to forgiveness, not perfection.</p>
<p>Jesus’ 40 day fast in the wilderness emphasizes God’s call into risk and possibility without romanticizing the power of this world and or capitulating to the forces that defy God. In the wilderness, Jesus is tempted with power that can <em>actually</em> be used for good. His ministry will look like some of those very things as he heals and feeds with divine power, but he will do so committed to God’s call into self-giving ministry.<a href="#_ftn5" name="_ftnref5">[5]</a> The same Jesus who was tended to by angels in the wilderness will process into Jerusalem and will be crucified for his ministry of divine love. Pay attention in the coming weeks to how Jesus embodies divine power and to what end.<a href="#_ftn6" name="_ftnref6">[6]</a> While he came to fulfill the law and the prophets, he did not come to bring perfection to the masses.<a href="#_ftn7" name="_ftnref7">[7]</a> He came to save us from ourselves but not necessarily to keep us safe or make us perfect.</p>
<p>We may wish that perfection was possible and try to hold each other to it. But instead, we’re given an utterly imperfect ideal called the church. As church we’re not given a path to an original perfection of what we think humanity may have been back <em>then</em>.<a href="#_ftn8" name="_ftnref8">[8]</a> We’re given the challenge and comfort of community as we are <em>now </em>to remind each other of God’s promises moving with us into the future. In Lent, we seek to begin anew by the power of the One who is with us whether our moment reflects the sweetness of life, the suffering of betrayal by our bodies, the pain of trespass against us, the darkness and confusion of the tomb, or the joy of transformation. In these 40 days of Lent, “Be glad in the Lord and rejoice!”<a href="#_ftn9" name="_ftnref9">[9]</a> Amen.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> Matthew Skinner, Professor of New Testament, Luther Seminary, St. Paul, MN. Discussion about the lectionary readings for 2/22/26. <a href="https://www.workingpreacher.org/podcasts/1070-first-sunday-in-lent-february-22-2026">#1070: First Sunday in Lent &#8211; February 22, 2026 &#8211; Working Preacher from Luther Seminary</a></p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Craig R. Koester, <em>The Word of Life: A Theology of John’s Gospel </em>(Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 2008), 114.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> Giles Fraser, “Secular Lent is a Pale Imitation of the Real Thing…I Want Nothing to Do With It.”  The Guardian on March 7, 2014.  http://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/belief/2014/mar/07/secular-lent-pale-imitation-real-thing?CMP=twt_gu</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> Ibid. Giles Fraser quoting: Marilynne Robison in The Death of Adam: Essays on Modern Thought (New York: Mariner Books, 1998), 156.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref5" name="_ftn5">[5]</a> Skinner, Ibid.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref6" name="_ftn6">[6]</a> Ibid.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref7" name="_ftn7">[7]</a> Matthew 5:17-18</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref8" name="_ftn8">[8]</a> Valerie Bridgeman, Dean and Vice President of Academic Affairs; Associate Professor of Homiletics and Hebrew Bible, Methodist Theological School in Ohio Delaware, Ohio. Lectionary readings for 2/22/26: <a href="https://www.workingpreacher.org/commentaries/revised-common-lectionary/first-sunday-in-lent/commentary-on-genesis-215-17-31-7-7">Commentary on Genesis 2:15-17; 3:1-7 &#8211; Working Preacher from Luther Seminary</a>.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref9" name="_ftn9">[9]</a> Psalm 32:11</p>
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<p>Romans 5:12-19 Just as sin came into the world through one man, and death came through sin, and so death spread to all because all have sinned <sup>13</sup> for sin was indeed in the world before the law, but sin is not reckoned when there is no law. <sup>14</sup> Yet death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over those who did not sin in the likeness of Adam, who is a pattern of the one who was to come.<br />
<sup>15</sup> But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if the many died through the one man’s trespass, much more surely have the grace of God and the gift in the grace of the one man, Jesus Christ, abounded for the many. <sup>16</sup> And the gift is not like the effect of the one man’s sin. For the judgment following one trespass brought condemnation, but the gift following many trespasses brings justification. <sup>17</sup> If, because of the one man’s trespass, death reigned through that one, much more surely will those who receive the abundance of grace and the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man, Jesus Christ.<br />
<sup>18</sup> Therefore just as one man’s trespass led to condemnation for all, so one man’s act of righteousness leads to justification and life for all. <sup>19</sup> For just as through the one man’s disobedience the many were made sinners, so through the one man’s obedience the many will be made righteous.</p>
<p>Psalm 32</p>
<p>Happy are they whose transgressions <sup class="point">|</sup> are forgiven,<br />
and whose sin is <sup class="point">|</sup> put away!<br />
<sup>2</sup> <strong>Happy are they to whom the Lord im- <sup class="point">|</sup> putes no guilt,</strong><br />
<strong>and in whose spirit there <sup class="point">|</sup> is no guile!</strong><br />
<sup>3</sup> While I held my tongue, my bones with- <sup class="point">|</sup> ered away,<br />
because of my groaning <sup class="point">|</sup> all day long.<br />
<sup>4</sup> <strong>For your hand was heavy upon me <sup class="point">|</sup> day and night;</strong><br />
<strong>my moisture was dried up as in the <sup class="point">|</sup> heat of summer.</strong><span class="refrain"> </span><br />
<sup>5</sup> Then I acknowledged my sin to you, and did not con- <sup class="point">|</sup> ceal my guilt.<br />
I said, “I will confess my transgressions to the Lord.” Then you forgave me the guilt <sup class="point">|</sup> of my sin.<br />
<sup>6</sup> <strong>Therefore all the faithful will make their prayers to you in <sup class="point">|</sup> time of trouble;</strong><br />
<strong>when the great waters overflow, they <sup class="point">|</sup> shall not reach them.</strong><br />
<sup>7</sup> You are my hiding-place; you preserve <sup class="point">|</sup> me from trouble;<br />
you surround me with shouts <sup class="point">|</sup> of deliverance.<br />
<sup>8</sup> <strong>“I will instruct you and teach you in the way that <sup class="point">|</sup> you should go;</strong><br />
<strong>I will guide you <sup class="point">|</sup> with my eye.</strong><span class="refrain"> </span><br />
<sup>9</sup> Do not be like horse or mule, which have no <sup class="point">|</sup> understanding;<br />
who must be fitted with bit and bridle, or else they will <sup class="point">|</sup> not stay near you.”<br />
<sup>10</sup> <strong>Great are the tribulations <sup class="point">|</sup> of the wicked;</strong><br />
<strong>but mercy embraces those who trust <sup class="point">|</sup> in the Lord.</strong><br />
<sup>11</sup> Be glad, you righteous, and rejoice <sup class="point">|</sup> in the Lord;<br />
shout for joy, all who are <sup class="point">|</sup> true of heart.<span class="refrain"> </span></p>
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		<title>Sin and Grace, Saint and Sinner &#8211; What Does This Mean? [Confirmation and Reformation Sunday]</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on October 26, 2025 Confirmation and Reformation Sunday [sermon begins after two Bible readings] John 8:31-36 Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, “If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples, 32 and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” 33 They answered &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2025/10/26/sin-and-grace-saint-and-sinner-what-does-this-mean-confirmation-and-reformation-sunday/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Sin and Grace, Saint and Sinner &#8211; What Does This Mean? [Confirmation and Reformation Sunday]</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on October 26, 2025 Confirmation and Reformation Sunday</p>
<p>[sermon begins after two Bible readings]</p>
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<div class="body">John 8:31-36 Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, “If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples, <sup>32</sup> and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” <sup>33</sup> They answered him, “We are descendants of Abraham and have never been slaves to anyone. What do you mean by saying, ‘You will be made free’?”<br />
<sup>34</sup> Jesus answered them, “Very truly, I tell you, everyone who commits sin is a slave to sin. <sup>35</sup> The slave does not have a permanent place in the household; the son has a place there forever. <sup>36</sup> So if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed.”</div>
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<div class="body">Romans 3:19-28 Now we know that, whatever the law says, it speaks to those who are under the law, so that every mouth may be silenced and the whole world may be held accountable to God. <sup>20</sup> For no human will be justified before him by deeds prescribed by the law, for through the law comes the knowledge of sin.<br />
<sup>21</sup> But now, apart from the law, the righteousness of God has been disclosed and is attested by the Law and the Prophets, <sup>22</sup> the righteousness of God through the faith of Jesus Christ for all who believe. For there is no distinction, <sup>23</sup> since all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God; <sup>24</sup> they are now justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, <sup>25</sup> whom God put forward as a sacrifice of atonement by his blood, effective through faith. He did this to demonstrate his righteousness, because in his divine forbearance he had passed over the sins previously committed; <sup>26</sup> it was to demonstrate at the present time his own righteousness, so that he is righteous and he justifies the one who has the faith of Jesus.<br />
<sup>27</sup> Then what becomes of boasting? It is excluded. Through what kind of law? That of works? No, rather through the law of faith. <sup>28</sup> For we hold that a person is justified by faith apart from works prescribed by the law.</div>
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<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>Parenting is a strange task. Older humans caring for the tiniest humans, born with their own personalities and daily rhythms. Our son arrived as an immediate night owl who slept in. Our daughter was an o-dark-thirty, morning baby. We celebrated when she started sleeping until 5 a.m. Younger humans are their own people with their own God-given gifts and their own sins in which Jesus meets them. Yes, even my children. A friend of mine greets babies with, “Oh, aren’t you the cutest little sinner.” Hearing the moniker of “sinner” cooed at a baby is jarring but gets at an essential truth. Human creatures WILL hurt themselves and others thinking they know better than God. It’s going to happen no matter how special and good humans are. And human creatures WILL do wonderful things. It’s going to happen no matter how broken the human is.</p>
<p>As parents, the combination of saint and sinner in our children can be hard to experience and to witness. Oh sure, sometimes it’s comedy with lots of laughs. Sometimes it’s also tragedy and there are no words or kisses to make it better. Such is life for parents and for young humans – just when you think you know something, either the thing changes or you do, and grace for self and others is needed along with the natural consequences of our actions.</p>
<p>In that way, there are some similarities with Augustana’s young people studying towards Confirmation. Each is their own person with their own God-given gifts and their own sins in which Jesus meets them. There is comedy and there is tragedy – laughter and tears and sometimes both at once. I sometimes wonder if the age of Confirmation in the mid-teens is the “right” time. And then I end up wondering if it might not be the best time because their questions are enormous and honest.</p>
<p>They ask questions about self and God and the world. Questions about fantasy and faith. Questions about myth and truth. In the Rite of Confirmation, the student takes on the promises of baptism that their parents made to them so long ago:</p>
<p>To live among God’s faithful people.</p>
<p>To hear the word of God and share in the Lord’s Supper.</p>
<p>To proclaim the good news of God in Christ through word and deed.</p>
<p>To serve all people, following the example of Jesus.</p>
<p>To strive for justice and peace in all the earth.</p>
<p>They will take on these promises for themselves, affirming their baptism, and they will continue asking questions of faith as baptized people awash in grace.</p>
<p>Jesus cuts to the chase about truth in the Bible reading from the Gospel of John:</p>
<p>Then Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, &#8220;If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.&#8221;<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> Truth and freedom. They’re compelling on a gut level until you start trying to figure out the truth. A little like Pontius Pilate a few chapters later. He asks Jesus at the trial before the crucifixion, “What is truth?” A lot of us ask that question with Pilate. We want to know the truth.</p>
<p>Jesus goes on to say, “Very truly, I tell you, everyone who commits sin is a slave to sin.”<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a>  Slavery language is tough enough when we talk about historical or modern-day slavery, but it can make us downright uncomfortable when we use it to talk about ourselves. Maybe one place to start is to get used to the truth that each of us is simultaneously saint and sinner. Daily, we are sainted through the waters of baptism and daily we struggle with the next right step out of those waters.</p>
<p>Jesus tells his Jewish followers to continue in his word, assuring them that they will know the truth that will free them. Part of this truth is that we are slaves to sin in need of grace. If I’m honest in my demand for truth, then I’m also honest about the truth of who I am and the enslavements that bedevil me. The truth is that given the right set of circumstances, most of us are capable of just about anything. Our sisters in Christ in New Beginnings Worshipping Community at the Denver women’s prison know this better than anyone. It’s a powerful thing to sing with them, praise hands in the air, about justice and unconditional grace through the cross of Jesus. Those of us living outside the walls have a harder time seeing the truth of our need for grace. Another part of the truth, maybe the harder part, is that we need a liberator. Slaves do not typically free themselves. But we’re inclined to talk like the religious leaders in the Bible story. We’ve never been slaves to anyone – what do you mean we’ll be made free?!<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a></p>
<p>It’s interesting that it’s easier to understand the Jewish followers questioning Jesus than it is to understand Jesus. Although it’s a little surprising that they ignore their ancestors’ enslavement under Pharoah and freedom led by Moses as they ask Jesus, “What do you mean, ‘made free?” At our youngest ages this question first comes out as, “Why?” From then on, that question doesn’t stop. We ask it over and over as children. As people of faith, as people of church, we continue to ask it. Questions seek answers. Faith seeks understanding.<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a></p>
<p>In seeking understanding, our faith is formed. Faith, given by God, is formed by experience and intellectual exercise, by comedy and tragedy, by people around us, and by more than I can think of right now. How do we imagine that Martin Luther was able to hammer those 95 theses onto the door of a German church, issuing a challenge, a theological smack-down to the church leaders of his time? Luther’s experience, intellect, friendships, suffering, and his determination to wring good news from the Bible contributed to the world changing event of the Reformation. In the 1500s, translating the Bible into everyday language was a crime against the Holy Roman Empire. Theologians before and in Luther’s time were executed, even burned at the stake, for translating the Bible into the common language.<a href="#_ftn5" name="_ftnref5">[5]</a> Luther managed a full translation of the Bible into German while protected to do so.</p>
<p>The Bible is a library of 66 books written by many people over thousands of years. Imperfect people wrote it and they disagree with each other between books and sometimes in the same book. They wrote about their experience of God and Jesus, and their stories in light of those experiences. There is power working through that book casually sitting in the pews and in our homes. But we do not worship this book that we call the Bible. The Bible is not Jesus.</p>
<p>We may revere and respect the Bible but we do not idolize the Bible. We do not say the Bible is God. We experience it as God’s Word. The Holy Spirit works through the Bible to form faith as the Holy Spirit works through our families and each other as the church to form faith. Luther could do what he did in part because of his relationship with his family and his church. He was formed by asking questions of faith and the church. And then he turned the church of the Holy Roman Empire upside down with the clarity gained through his formation. Never underestimate the power of asking, “What does this mean?”</p>
<p>Confirmation students, keep asking “What does this mean?” And remember your questions. Keep asking them. There are people of all ages, times, and places asking similar questions. Parents and church faith formation teachers, keep holding space for challenging questions and conversations even if there are no answers. These young people ask honest questions hoping for good news. Faith seeking understanding is faithful and good. It changes lives. It changes the world. It changes the church. Because isn’t reformation about change? Changing our hearts through faith, drawing us closer to God, and aligning us to God’s will and mission for us today as God’s grace is poured out to us and through us by Jesus.</p>
<p>Jesus frees us through our baptisms and God promises to:</p>
<p>Always be with us even, and maybe especially, when we don’t feel God.</p>
<p>Always take us back by grace, even when we turn away from God.</p>
<p>Always work to make our lives ever more Christ-shaped.</p>
<p>And to keep these promises forever.</p>
<p>Children of God, in baptism you are sealed by the Holy Spirit and marked with the cross of Christ forever.<a href="#_ftn6" name="_ftnref6">[6]</a> Jesus sets you free and you are free indeed. Amen and thanks be to God.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> John 8:31-32</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> John 8:34</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> John 8:33</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> Sze Zeng, “Where Did the Phrase “Faith Seeking Understanding” Come From?”  theology + life on October 12, 2010. http://szezeng.blogspot.com/2010/10/where-did-phrase-faith-seeking.html</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref5" name="_ftn5">[5]</a> Rolf Jacobson, Karoline Lewis, and Matt Skinner podcast conversation on John 8:31-36, October 25, 2015 for WorkingPreacher.org. http://www.workingpreacher.org/brainwave.aspx?podcast_id=805</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref6" name="_ftn6">[6]</a> Evangelical Lutheran Worship. Holy Baptism. (Minneapolis: Augsburg Fortress, 2006), 231.</p>
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		<title>The Goodness of Good Friday – The Gospel of John, chapters 18 and 19</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon art: The Crucifixion with Jesus Mother and the Beloved Disciple by Laura James. Pastor Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on March 29, 2024 John 18 and 19 &#8211; read the whole thing elsewhere if you&#8217;d like &#8211; sermon begins after this brief excerpt: John 19:17–18, 25b–27 So they took Jesus; and carrying the &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2024/03/29/the-goodness-of-good-friday-the-gospel-of-john-chapters-18-and-19/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">The Goodness of Good Friday – The Gospel of John, chapters 18 and 19</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>**sermon art: The Crucifixion with Jesus Mother and the Beloved Disciple by Laura James.</p>
<p>Pastor Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on March 29, 2024</p>
<p>John 18 and 19 &#8211; read the whole thing elsewhere if you&#8217;d like &#8211; sermon begins after this brief excerpt:</p>
<p>John 19:17–18, 25b–27 So they took Jesus; and carrying the cross by himself, he went out to what is called The Place of the Skull, which in Hebrew is called Golgotha. There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, with Jesus between them.</p>
<p>Meanwhile, standing near the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.” Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home.</p>
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<p>How are we to understand the goodness of Good Friday? A violent execution seems an odd thing to commemorate much less celebrate, especially in a time when the world is wrestling with disturbing violence and deep pain. It’s really important today to understand that it’s not the violence of the cross that is redemptive. It’s not the pain of Jesus that saves us. It’s easy to get lost in the message of the cross because the earliest Jesus followers who wrote down their experiences couldn’t quite figure it out either.</p>
<p>The goodness of Good Friday has to do with God. More specifically, the goodness of Good Friday has to do with who God is in Jesus. The Gospel of John argues that God is Jesus and Jesus is God. The love of God in Jesus, the audacity of grace personified in Jesus, the ultimate power of that love, so enraged his enemies and fueled the mob mentality that ultimately killed him. Jesus ate meals with unlovable people, he had public conversations with women no one spoke to, and he had secret conversations with religious leaders who opposed him by day. The list of his ever-expanding circle of grace and love is endless. Finally, when the threat of his grace, the threat about who is included in the love of God, became too great, he was killed for it. Grace and unconditional love were just too threatening. When Jesus predicted his death, it was the inevitable end that could be anticipated. Hate’s last gasp, if you will, because love is the greatest power and hate will always try to do away with it.</p>
<p>The goodness of Good Friday reminds us that we are not left alone in suffering. God suffers with us. God absorbs our suffering into God’s heart. Good Friday also tells the truth about suffering caused by violence. Large acts of violence are obvious. There are also the smaller acts of violence that destroy relationships and murder people’s spirits and our own spirits – lies, gossip, passive aggression, dissing someone’s body rather than debating their ideas or confronting their hurtful behavior…the list of our violent ways is as endless as we are creative in inflicting ourselves against the ones we love and the ones we hate.  The level we inflict suffering on each other, and on the earth and all its creatures, knows no bounds.</p>
<p>The goodness of Good Friday reminds us that the cross is the place where we struggle in the darkness and the very place where God meets us. We live in this darkness in different ways – failure, addiction, confusion, doubt – our darkest places that we don&#8217;t tell anyone about. Most of us are capable of just about anything given the right set of circumstances. The goodness of Good Friday isn’t about pointing away from ourselves at other people who cause suffering. It’s also a sacred space to wonder and confess the pain that we cause as well.</p>
<p>Confessions of sin extend to systems that we’re a part of – institutions, countries, governments, families, friendships, communities, etc. Systems that hold us captive to sin from which we cannot free ourselves. What does free us? Jesus on the cross. Jesus on the cross holds up a mirror in which we can see our own reflections. Reflections that reveal the sin we inflict on each other and cannot justify. Oh sure, we try riding that high horse, cloaking our sin in self-righteousness. But the cross tells us otherwise. The cross also surprises us with grace in the face of sin.</p>
<p>We often act without awareness of how our actions may hurt someone else. That’s why our worship confessions talk about things we’ve done and things we’ve failed to do. That’s why we talk about our sin. Sin gives us language for the way we hurt other people and ourselves with our actions – actions that separate us from each other and God. Good Friday’s goodness creates space to experience life-giving compassion from the heart of God in the face of our sin. God’s SELF-sacrifice in Jesus also reminds us that Jesus’ death isn’t payment to an angry God or a hungry devil. That’s just divine child abuse. Jesus is a revelation of the goodness of God, taking violence into himself on the cross, transforming death through SELF-sacrifice, and revealing the depth of divine love.</p>
<p>God reveals the truth of our death dealing ways while reminding us that God’s intention for humankind is good.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> Jesus was fully human and fully divine. His life’s ministry and his death on the cross reveal our humanity and the goodness for which we were created. The cross awakens that goodness. Jesus’ full and fragile humanity was displayed on the cross. He sacrificed himself to the people who killed him for his radical, excessive love. He would not raise a hand in violence against the people and the world that God so loves. Jesus’ self-sacrificing goodness clears our eyes to see God’s intention for our human life together.</p>
<p>Our connection with each other is also revealed in the goodness of Good Friday. From the cross, Jesus redefined connection, kinship, and companionship. Hear these words again from the gospel reading:</p>
<p>“Meanwhile, standing near the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. <sup>26</sup>When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.” <sup>27</sup>Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home.” <a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a></p>
<p>From the cross, with some of his last breaths, Jesus did this incredible thing. It’s amazing. Jesus connects people through suffering. This is not a reason for suffering. Simply one truth about it. When we suffer and feel most alone, Jesus reaches out from his own suffering to remind us that we have each other. God’s heart revealed through the cross destroys the illusion of our aloneness and connects us to each other once more. In God we live and move and have our being through God’s goodness in Jesus on the cross. In each other, we’re given kinship and appreciation for the gift and mystery of being alive.</p>
<p>In the end, the cross isn’t about us at all. It’s about the self-sacrificing love of Jesus who reveals God’s ways to show us the logical end of ours &#8211; our death-dealing ways in the face of excessive grace and radical love. We struggle to believe that God applies this grace and love to everyone. It’s hard enough to believe that there’s a God who loves us. It’s downright offensive that God loves our greatest enemy as much as God loves us. But that is God’s promise in the goodness of Good Friday. There is nothing you can do or not do to make God love you any more or any less. God loves you through the cross, in the darkest places that you don’t tell anyone about. Nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a> God’s arms are opened to all in the outstretched arms of Jesus on the cross, receiving us by God’s reckless grace because God is love.<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a> The goodness of Good Friday is that God loves us. God loves you. Amen.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> Genesis 1:26-31 God creates “humankind.”</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> John 19:25b-27</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> Romans 8:38-39</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> 1 John 4:7-21</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[sermon art: Ken Phillips, textiles, 2020 Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on Ash Wednesday &#8211; February 22, 2023, 11:00 a.m. worship [sermon begins after two Bible readings from the books of Joel and 2 Corinthians; Psalm 51 is at the end of the sermon] Joel 2:12-17  Blow the trumpet in Zion; sound the alarm on &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2023/02/22/rise-and-sing-again-or-mortality-music-and-meaning-ash-wednesday-joel-2-2-corinthians-5-and-psalm-51/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Rise and Sing Again [OR Mortality, Music, and Meaning] – Ash Wednesday Joel 2, 2 Corinthians 5, and Psalm 51</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on Ash Wednesday &#8211; February 22, 2023, 11:00 a.m. worship</p>
<p>[sermon begins after two Bible readings from the books of Joel and 2 Corinthians; Psalm 51 is at the end of the sermon]</p>
<p>Joel 2:12-17  Blow the trumpet in Zion;<br />
sound the alarm on my holy mountain!<br />
Let all the inhabitants of the land tremble,<br />
for the day of the Lord is coming, it is near—<br />
<sup>2</sup>a day of darkness and gloom,<br />
a day of clouds and thick darkness!<br />
Like blackness spread upon the mountains<br />
a great and powerful army comes;<br />
their like has never been from of old,<br />
nor will be again after them<br />
in ages to come.<br />
<sup>12</sup>Yet even now, says the Lord,<br />
return to me with all your heart,<br />
with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning;<br />
<sup>13</sup>rend your hearts and not your clothing.<br />
Return to the Lord, your God,<br />
for he is gracious and merciful,<br />
slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love,<br />
and relents from punishing.<br />
<sup>14</sup>Who knows whether he will not turn and relent,<br />
and leave a blessing behind him,<br />
a grain offering and a drink offering<br />
for the Lord, your God?<br />
<sup>15</sup>Blow the trumpet in Zion;<br />
sanctify a fast;<br />
call a solemn assembly;<br />
<sup>16</sup>gather the people.<br />
Sanctify the congregation;<br />
assemble the aged;<br />
gather the children,<br />
even infants at the breast.<br />
Let the bridegroom leave his room,<br />
and the bride her canopy.<br />
<sup>17</sup>Between the vestibule and the altar<br />
let the priests, the ministers of the Lord, weep.<br />
Let them say, “Spare your people, O Lord,<br />
and do not make your heritage a mockery,<br />
a byword among the nations.<br />
Why should it be said among the peoples,<br />
‘Where is their God?’ ”</p>
<p>2 Corinthians 5:20b-6:10 We entreat you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. <sup>21</sup>For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.<br />
<sup>6:</sup><sup>1</sup>As we work together with him, we urge you also not to accept the grace of God in vain. <sup>2</sup>For he says,<br />
“At an acceptable time I have listened to you,<br />
and on a day of salvation I have helped you.”<br />
See, now is the acceptable time; see, now is the day of salvation! <sup>3</sup>We are putting no obstacle in anyone’s way, so that no fault may be found with our ministry, <sup>4</sup>but as servants of God we have commended ourselves in every way: through great endurance, in afflictions, hardships, calamities, <sup>5</sup>beatings, imprisonments, riots, labors, sleepless nights, hunger; <sup>6</sup>by purity, knowledge, patience, kindness, holiness of spirit, genuine love, <sup>7</sup>truthful speech, and the power of God; with the weapons of righteousness for the right hand and for the left; <sup>8</sup>in honor and dishonor, in ill repute and good repute. We are treated as impostors, and yet are true; <sup>9</sup>as unknown, and yet are well known; as dying, and see—we are alive; as punished, and yet not killed; <sup>10</sup>as sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing everything.</p>
<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>How would you describe the way a favorite old hymn catches you off guard during a worship service? Or the way a new hymn immediately feels like an old favorite? For me, it runs the range of human emotion. Sometimes singing a hymn feels like joy so strong that it moves me to dance…or at least moves me to the less conspicuous swaying option. Sometimes hymn singing feels like inspiration that strengthens my resolve to love my neighbor and work for justice and peace. And sometimes hymn singing feels like deep grief, when the words get caught in my throat and like I won’t be able to breathe if I keep on singing or, at the very least, tears will dampen the sound. I could go on and on but the bottom line is that singing in this place with you all is food for the soul whether we’re exuberantly singing together on a tried-and-true hymn or bumbling along on a new one. There are very few places in which public singing happens. Concerts have their superfans who know all the songs by heart and include the rest of us slouches who may know the words to one or two of their popular songs. Baseball games have the 7<sup>th</sup> Inning Stretch with the happy group singing of, “Take me out to the ball game!” But regular singing together happens less and less for people. Places of worship are the main places where songs are sung as a group.</p>
<p>In the reading from Joel, the people are assembled and gathered into a congregation – men and women, old and young, even the bride and groom. Everyone is called to return to God who is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love. Joel writes, “…rend your hearts, not your clothing…” We hear that the people assembled with hearts broken open before God. When the people gathered even in those days, there were songs to be sung. In the case of Joel’s story, the song was likely a psalm of lament and confession, a psalm that describes their open, penitent hearts and their trust in God’s grace, mercy, and steadfast love – perhaps Psalm 51, an Ash Wednesday classic. The Psalms are the Bible’s hymnal. There are songs to be found in other places in the Bible, to be sure, but the Psalms are a record of liturgical poetry accompanied by music.</p>
<p>The English term [psalm] title derives from the Greek <em>psalmos</em>, meaning “song accompanied by a stringed instrument.” In Hebrew, the book is known as Tehillim or “songs of praise.”<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a></p>
<p>As the people sang in Joel’s story, perhaps their throats closed as their tears fell…and as their hearts opened. Singing yet struggling in the midst of their suffering to trust that God is gracious and merciful, abounding in steadfast love. Suffering and yet still they sang.</p>
<p>In 2 Corinthians, the apostle Paul lists the suffering that he and the other disciples had endured. It’s helpful that he begins the passage calling the readers to be reconciled to God because it could be argued that Paul reveled in his suffering just a bit much.<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a> But the good part of listing his sufferings is that he’s drawing a complete picture of where God shows up in the darkest places of our humanity and how hardship can shape us for the good.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a> Not that suffering is lucky or somehow part of the bitter medicine we’re supposed to take. But because the apostle Paul might say, “It’s because of the ways that suffering conforms to the example of Christ crucified and new life coming out of that.”<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a></p>
<p>On Ash Wednesday, we’re acknowledging our fragility as humans, our mortality in these fragile bodies and we place our trust in God who meets us in our most fragile places – when our bodies betray us and when we betray ourselves and each other. Today is a day to be honest about the suffering we experience because it’s part of the human condition and also the suffering we inflict on ourselves and each other. Care needs to be taken that we don’t corrupt this theology into valorizing suffering and hardship. Rather, if you are going through “hardship, chronic pain, deep disappointment,” if the Beatitudes fit your story in this moment, God meets you there not because it’s a magic ticket to God but because it’s a place where God shows up.<a href="#_ftn5" name="_ftnref5">[5]</a> God shows up and promises transformation and new life – the story of Lent through the glory of Easter.</p>
<p>Last Fall, I attended our Theological Conference for ministry leaders, pastors, and deacons. The topic was Trauma and Resilience. These beautiful banners in our Sanctuary today were lined up in the hotel ballroom where we met and worshipped together. The art was a visual prayer during that time as we talked about suffering and trauma and healing and research and mental health practitioners and where our faith was or wasn’t in those experiences. I wondered with someone afterwards if the artist might make them available to us during Lent.<a href="#_ftn6" name="_ftnref6">[6]</a> From the psalmic poetry and the textile beauty, we chose our Lenten theme, “Rise and Sing Again.” It’s part of the words on the banner over by the baptismal font – a location of happy accident as the banners were laid out in the order the artist intended. The banners tell a story of feeling forsaken in suffering and rising to sing again. They start at this one by the pulpit and move backwards in order on this side of the Sanctuary and then forward on the organ side.</p>
<p>Rising and singing again is part of what our faith community does for each other over and over. We sing when the person next to us can’t. They sing when we can’t. We all sing when we can. Rising and singing again acknowledges this imperfect and messy world where suffering often has no explanation and is regularly the actual result of people hurting us through the sin of carelessness or maliciousness or, vice versa, us hurting other people through carelessness or maliciousness. In difficult times, people sometimes use the non-biblical, cultural expression, “Well, everything happens for a reason.” To which, in the right situations, I’ll respond, “Yes, and sometimes the reason is sin.”</p>
<p>Today is a day of penitence. A day to be honest about who we are as fragile, mortal creatures which includes the sin and suffering we endure and inflict on ourselves and others. A day to be honest about whether or not we’re ready to sing in the midst of it – as Paul says, “…sorrowful, yet always rejoicing.”</p>
<p>Today on Ash Wednesday, the ashes on our forehead remind us that mortality, suffering, and death do not have the last word. God does. And God meets our fragile, careless, and malicious humanity with grace, mercy, and steadfast love, transforming our lives with God’s promise of new life. For this and for all that God is doing, we can say thanks be to God and amen.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> Rabbi Or Rose. “The Book of Psalms.” https://www.myjewishlearning.com/article/the-book-of-psalms/</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Matt Skinner, Professor of New Testament, Luther Seminary, St. Paul, MN. Sermon Brainwave Podcast for Ash Wednesday on February 22, 2023. www.workingpreacher.org/podcasts/889-ash-wednesday-february-22-2023</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> Ibid.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> Ibid.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref5" name="_ftn5">[5]</a> Ibid.; Also, find Jesus’ teaching on the Beatitudes in Matthew 5…blessed are the poor in spirit, the grieving, etc.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref6" name="_ftn6">[6]</a> Ken Phillips, local Denver textile and liturgical artist. Read more about him here: www.regis.edu/news/2022/magazine/06/ken-phillips-weaves-a-tempest-in-tapestry</p>
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<p>Psalm 51</p>
<p>Have mercy on me, O God,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>according to your steadfast love;<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>according to your abundant mercy<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>blot out my transgressions.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>2</sup>Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and cleanse me from my sin.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>3</sup>For I know my transgressions,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and my sin is ever before me.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>4</sup>Against you, you alone, have I sinned,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and done what is evil in your sight,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>so that you are justified in your sentence<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and blameless when you pass judgment.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>5</sup>Indeed, I was born guilty,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>a sinner when my mother conceived me.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>6</sup>You desire truth in the inward being;<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>therefore teach me wisdom in my secret heart.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>7</sup>Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>8</sup>Let me hear joy and gladness;<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>let the bones that you have crushed rejoice.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>9</sup>Hide your face from my sins,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and blot out all my iniquities.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>10</sup>Create in me a clean heart, O God,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and put a new and right spirit within me.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>11</sup>Do not cast me away from your presence,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and do not take your holy spirit from me.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>12</sup>Restore to me the joy of your salvation,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and sustain in me a willing spirit.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>13</sup>Then I will teach transgressors your ways,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and sinners will return to you.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>14</sup>Deliver me from bloodshed, O God,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>O God of my salvation,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and my tongue will sing aloud of your deliverance.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>15</sup>O LORD, open my lips,<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>and my mouth will declare your praise.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>16</sup>For you have no delight in sacrifice;<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>if I were to give a burnt offering, you would not be pleased.<br />
<span class="tab"> </span><sup>17</sup>The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit;<br />
<span class="tab"> </span>a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon art: The Crucifixion by Laura James  https://www.laurajamesart.com/laura-james-bio/ Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on April 15, 2022 [sermon begins after the Bible readings] John 18:1 – John 19:42 excerpts So they took Jesus; 17and carrying the cross by himself, he went out to what is called The Place of the Skull, which in Hebrew &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2022/04/15/good-friday-is-for-weary-souls-or-the-life-giving-heart-of-god-john-181-john-1942-and-psalm-22/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Good Friday is for Weary Souls [OR The Life-Giving Heart of God]  John 18:1 – John 19:42 and Psalm 22</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>**sermon art: The Crucifixion by Laura James  https://www.laurajamesart.com/laura-james-bio/</p>
<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on April 15, 2022</p>
<p>[sermon begins after the Bible readings]</p>
<p>John 18:1 – John 19:42 excerpts</p>
<p>So they took Jesus; 17and carrying the cross by himself, he went out to what is called The Place of the Skull, which in Hebrew is called Golgotha. 18There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, with Jesus between them. 25bMeanwhile, standing near the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. 26When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is<br />
your son.” 27Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home. 28After this, when Jesus knew that all was now finished, he said (in order to fulfill the scripture), “I am thirsty.” 29A jar full of sour wine was standing there. So they put a sponge full of the wine on a branch of hyssop and held it to his mouth. 30When Jesus had received the wine, he said, “It is finished.” Then he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.</p>
<p>40They took the body of Jesus and wrapped it with the spices in linen cloths, according to the burial custom of the Jews. 42And so, because it was the Jewish day of Preparation, and the tomb was nearby, they laid Jesus there.</p>
<p>Psalm 22  may be found in full at the end of the sermon. Verse 1 is most relevant to the sermon: &#8220;My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?&#8221;</p>
<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>Today is a day for weary souls. Bone-tired souls who see Good Friday everywhere. We see it in the million deaths from Covid in our country and six million deaths around the world. In the murderous invasion of Ukraine by Russia. In a subway station shootout in New York. In a traffic stop turned execution in Michigan. In each overdose death that breaks a family’s heart. In our own experience of loss and grief due to illness, addiction, or accident. Oh yes, we see the suffering and we struggle to make sense of it, to connect it with our faith, to take action against it or alongside it. We see and experience the suffering and our powerlessness and lack of resolve to stop it. Today is a day for weary souls.</p>
<p>There’s a special effect used in movies when the fast-paced, fast-forwarded action suddenly slows into second-by-second slow-motion. We watchers have enough time to see and absorb a key part of the story. Good Friday has that quality. It’s a sacred pause that reveals the crux of the matter, the truth of life and death, the heart of the story, the heart of God. Contemplating the cross, the Christ, each other, and ourselves, God cradles our soul-fatigue in God’s heart.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a></p>
<p>Today is a day to remember that we are not alone. Good Friday signifies the suffering of the world and God suffering with us, God absorbing our suffering into God’s heart. But it’s also a day that God’s shared suffering with us often feels insufficient because suffering is exhausting and isolating, and we feel alone. Jesus’ cry from the cross could be our own, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me.”<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a></p>
<p>Good Friday tells the truth about suffering. The level we inflict suffering on each other, and on the earth and all its creatures, knows no bounds. Most of us are capable of just about anything given the right set of circumstances. But today isn’t about shame games. Jesus took shame with him onto the cross and shame died there too. The death of shame is life giving. The death of shame clears our eyes to see ourselves and each other with compassion, as Christ sees us with compassion. There’s a sung chant for Good Friday. The cantor sings, “Behold the life-giving cross on which was hung the Savior of the whole word.” The Savior of the whole world delivers us from evil – in ourselves and other people.</p>
<p>Good Friday isn’t about only pointing away from ourselves at other people who cause suffering. It’s also a sacred space to wonder and confess the suffering that we cause as well. Confessions of sin extend to systems that we’re a part of – institutions, countries, governments, families, friendships, communities, etc. Systems that hold us captive to sin from which we cannot free ourselves. What does free us? The life-giving cross. Life-giving because the shame-game, the image game, the perfection game, the self-righteous game, all the games we play against each other shatter in the shadow of the cross.</p>
<p>Through the life-giving cross, Christ sees us with compassion. Last Sunday’s Gospel reading from Luke included Jesus’ words of compassion, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” Jesus’ words are not carte blanche for murder and mayhem. His prayer to forgive us reminds us that we often act without awareness of how our actions may hurt someone else. That’s why our worship confessions talk about things we’ve done and things we’ve failed to do. That’s why we talk about our sin. Sin gives us language for the way we hurt other people and ourselves with our actions – actions that separate from each other and God. Good Friday creates a slow-motion pause for us to experience life-giving compassion from the heart of God in the face of our sin. God’s compassion also reminds us that Jesus’ death isn’t payment to an angry God or a hungry devil. That’s just divine child abuse. Jesus is a revelation to a weary world, taking violence into himself on the cross, transforming death through self-sacrifice, and revealing the depth of divine love.</p>
<p>God reveals the truth of our death dealing ways while reminding us that God’s intention for humankind is good.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a> Jesus was fully human and fully divine. His life’s ministry and his death on the cross reveal our humanity and the goodness for which we were created. The life-giving cross awakens us to that goodness. Jesus’ full and fragile humanity was displayed from the cross. He sacrificed himself to the people who killed him for his radical, excessive love, rather than raise a hand in violence against the people and the world that God so loves. Jesus’ self-sacrificing goodness clears our eyes to see God’s intention for our human life together.</p>
<p>Our connection with each other is also a Good Friday truth for the weary soul. From the cross, Jesus redefined connection, kinship, and companionship:</p>
<p>“Meanwhile, standing near the cross of Jesus were his mother, and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. <sup>26</sup>When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.” <sup>27</sup>Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his own home.” <a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a></p>
<p>Jesus connects people through suffering. This is not a reason for suffering. Simply a truth about it. When we suffer and feel most alone and weary to our souls, Jesus reaches out from his own suffering to remind us that we have each other. God’s heart revealed through the cross destroys the illusion of our aloneness and connects us to each other once more. In God we live and move and have our being through the life-giving cross. In each other, we’re given kinship and appreciation for the gift and mystery of being alive.</p>
<p>In the end, the cross isn’t about us at all. It’s about the self-sacrificing love of Jesus who reveals God’s ways to show us the logical end of ours &#8211; our death-dealing ways in the face of excessive grace and radical love. We simply can’t believe that God applies this grace and love to everyone. It hard enough to believe that there’s a God who loves us. It’s downright offensive that God loves our greatest enemy as much as God loves us. But that is God’s promise for our weary souls on Good Friday. There is nothing you can do or not do to make God love you any more or any less. “Behold the life-giving cross on which hung the Savior of the whole world. Come let us worship him.”<a href="#_ftn5" name="_ftnref5">[5]</a></p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> @BerniceKing via Twitter, 7:38 PM – 13 Apr 22. Ms. King tweeted about “soul-fatigue” and Patrick Lyoya being shot by the police officer who pulled him over during a traffic stop. https://twitter.com/BerniceKing/status/1514417869861306374</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Matthew 27:46</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> Genesis 1:26-31 God creates “humankind.”</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> John 19:25b-27</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref5" name="_ftn5">[5]</a> A sung chant for Good Friday.</p>
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<p>Psalm 22</p>
<p><sup>1</sup>My God, my God, why have you for- <sup class="point">|</sup> saken me?<br />
Why so far from saving me, so far from the words <sup class="point">|</sup> of my groaning?<br />
<sup>2</sup><strong>My God, I cry out by day, but you <sup class="point">|</sup> do not answer;</strong><br />
<strong>by night, but I <sup class="point">|</sup> find no rest.</strong><br />
<sup>3</sup>Yet you are the <sup class="point">|</sup> Holy One,<br />
enthroned on the prais- <sup class="point">|</sup> es of Israel.<br />
<sup>4</sup><strong>Our ancestors put their <sup class="point">|</sup> trust in you,</strong><br />
<strong>they trusted, and you <sup class="point">|</sup> rescued them.</strong><span class="refrain"> R</span><br />
<sup>5</sup>They cried out to you and <sup class="point">|</sup> were delivered;<br />
they trusted in you and were not <sup class="point">|</sup> put to shame.<br />
<sup>6</sup><strong>But as for me, I am a worm <sup class="point">|</sup> and not human,</strong><br />
<strong>scorned by all and despised <sup class="point">|</sup> by the people.</strong><br />
<sup>7</sup>All who see me laugh <sup class="point">|</sup> me to scorn;<br />
they curl their lips; they <sup class="point">|</sup> shake their heads.<br />
<sup>8</sup><strong>“Trust in the Lord; let the <sup class="point">|</sup> Lord deliver;</strong><br />
<strong>let God rescue him if God so de- <sup class="point">|</sup> lights in him.”</strong><span class="refrain"> R</span><br />
<sup>9</sup>Yet you are the one who drew me forth <sup class="point">|</sup> from the womb,<br />
and kept me safe on my <sup class="point">|</sup> mother’s breast.<br />
<sup>10</sup><strong>I have been entrusted to you ever since <sup class="point">|</sup> I was born;</strong><br />
<strong>you were my God when I was still in my <sup class="point">|</sup> mother’s womb.</strong><br />
<sup>11</sup>Be not far from me, for trou- <sup class="point">|</sup> ble is near,<br />
and there is no <sup class="point">|</sup> one to help.<br />
<sup>12</sup><strong>Many young bulls en- <sup class="point">|</sup> circle me;</strong><br />
<strong>strong bulls of Ba- <sup class="point">|</sup> shan surround me.</strong><span class="refrain"> R</span><br />
<sup>13</sup>They open wide their <sup class="point">|</sup> jaws at me,<br />
like a slashing and <sup class="point">|</sup> roaring lion.<br />
<sup>14</sup><strong>I am poured out like water; all my bones are <sup class="point">|</sup> out of joint;</strong><br />
<strong>my heart within my breast is <sup class="point">|</sup> melting wax.</strong><br />
<sup>15</sup>My strength is dried up like a potsherd; my tongue sticks to the roof <sup class="point">|</sup> of my mouth;<br />
and you have laid me in the <sup class="point">|</sup> dust of death.<br />
<sup>16</sup><strong>Packs of dogs close me in, a band of evildoers <sup class="point">|</sup> circles round me;</strong><br />
<strong>they pierce my hands <sup class="point">|</sup> and my feet.</strong><span class="refrain"> R</span><br />
<sup>17</sup>I can count <sup class="point">|</sup> all my bones<br />
while they stare at <sup class="point">|</sup> me and gloat.<br />
<sup>18</sup><strong>They divide my gar- <sup class="point">|</sup> ments among them;</strong><br />
<strong>for my clothing, <sup class="point">|</sup> they cast lots.</strong><br />
<sup>19</sup>But you, O Lord, be not <sup class="point">|</sup> far away;<br />
O my help, hasten <sup class="point">|</sup> to my aid.<br />
<sup>20</sup><strong>Deliver me <sup class="point">|</sup> from the sword,</strong><br />
<strong>my life from the power <sup class="point">|</sup> of the dog.</strong><br />
<sup>21</sup>Save me from the <sup class="point">|</sup> lion’s mouth!<br />
From the horns of wild bulls you have <sup class="point">|</sup> rescued me.<br />
<sup>22</sup><strong>I will declare your name <sup class="point">|</sup> to my people;</strong><br />
<strong>in the midst of the assembly <sup class="point">|</sup> I will praise you.</strong><span class="refrain"> R</span><br />
<sup>23</sup>You who fear the Lord, give praise! All you of Jacob’s <sup class="point">|</sup> line, give glory.<br />
Stand in awe of the Lord, all you off- <sup class="point">|</sup> spring of Israel.<br />
<sup>24</sup><strong>For the Lord does not despise nor abhor the poor in their poverty; neither is the Lord’s face hid- <sup class="point">|</sup> den from them;</strong><br />
<strong>but when they cry out, <sup class="point">|</sup> the Lord hears them.</strong><br />
<sup>25</sup>From you comes my praise in the <sup class="point">|</sup> great assembly;<br />
I will perform my vows in the sight of those who <sup class="point">|</sup> fear the Lord.<br />
<sup>26</sup><strong>The poor shall eat <sup class="point">|</sup> and be satisfied,</strong><br />
<strong>Let those who seek the Lord give praise! May your hearts <sup class="point">|</sup> live forever!</strong><br />
<sup>27</sup>All the ends of the earth shall remember and turn <sup class="point">|</sup> to the Lord;<br />
all the families of nations shall bow <sup class="point">|</sup> before God.<br />
<sup>28</sup><strong>For dominion belongs <sup class="point">|</sup> to the Lord,</strong><br />
<strong>who rules o- <sup class="point">|</sup> ver the nations.</strong><span class="refrain"> R</span><br />
<sup>29</sup>Indeed, all who sleep in the earth shall bow <sup class="point">|</sup> down in worship;<br />
all who go down to the dust, though they be dead, shall kneel be- <sup class="point">|</sup> fore the Lord.<br />
<sup>30</sup><strong>Their descendants shall <sup class="point">|</sup> serve the Lord,</strong><br />
<strong>whom they shall proclaim to genera- <sup class="point">|</sup> tions to come.</strong><br />
<sup>31</sup>They shall proclaim God’s deliverance to a people <sup class="point">|</sup> yet unborn,<br />
saying to them, “The <sup class="point">|</sup> Lord has acted!”<span class="refrain"> R</span></p>
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		<title>Ask the Complicated Questions [OR A Sermon for Reformation Day]  John 8:31-36</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon photo: Nerina Fielding, Starling Mumeration [still captured from recording], Natomas, Sacramentao, California.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8Prw9AZ9jw Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on October 31, 2021 [sermon begins after the Bible reading] John 8:31-36  Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, “If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples; 32and you will know &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2021/10/31/ask-the-complicated-questions-or-a-sermon-for-reformation-day-john-831-36/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Ask the Complicated Questions [OR A Sermon for Reformation Day]  John 8:31-36</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on October 31, 2021</p>
<p>[sermon begins after the Bible reading]</p>
<p>John 8:31-36  Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, “If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples; <sup>32</sup>and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” <sup>33</sup>They answered him, “We are descendants of Abraham and have never been slaves to anyone. What do you mean by saying, ‘You will be made free’?”<br />
<sup>34</sup>Jesus answered them, “Very truly, I tell you, everyone who commits sin is a slave to sin. <sup>35</sup>The slave does not have a permanent place in the household; the son has a place there forever. <sup>36</sup>So if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed.”</p>
<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>Mr. Mack sported a silver crew cut with his serious demeanor. He was retired military – United States Marine Corps. He commanded respect without demanding it. You could have heard a pin drop when he walked into the room, through the straight rows of desks. We were already hard at work copying his notes from the chalk board onto notebook paper, double-spacing them to leave room for notes from his lecture. He took his seat at his desk waiting until precisely 15 minutes after the bell. Then he stood and began his 10<sup>th</sup> grade history lecture on life, politics, and war while we scribbled wildly. We studied the notes and took the tests and moved on to 11<sup>th</sup> grade history. In Mr. Mack’s class, it was easy to believe that history was an ordered account of the facts – the lecture followed the notes that followed the textbook. In part, this was true. There are undeniable events that have dates and key historical figures to go with them. But what we know about history is that it’s less like a straight line and more like a murmuration of starlings.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> Maybe you’ve seen these birds flying together in the hundreds of thousands –twisting and turning, pulsing together toward an unknown endpoint. The videos are mesmerizing. The only thing linear about history is the time that passes. Otherwise, there are hundreds of thousands of voices that give us a different perspective of the same story.</p>
<p>Our celebration today is one such many-voiced story. Reformation 500 years ago is often told in a way that makes Martin Luther, that ornery academic priest, out to be a lone wolf of faith and theology. (Although, in fairness to us, we’re repeatedly exposed to lone wolf storytelling in film and T.V.)  But Luther was the one who lived to tell the tale. Reformers before him were put to death. Luther survived because he was hidden away by a sympathetic prince who protected him. His story survived because of printing press inventors and his bestie Melancthon who negotiated the theology of grace with other pastors in wider church circles. Otherwise, Luther could have been just another pastor who posted good ideas on a church bulletin board that no one ever read – his ideas swallowed up by the 300,000 revolutionaries fighting the German Peasants’ War in 1525. But his ideas lived on in pamphlets, catechisms, and Bibles in the common language. Local pastors, sly politicians, and faithful parents joined the sweeping history in real-time that pulsed with new life and grace. There are Protestants in Christianity because there were meddling Lutherans who held the church of Rome accountable to its theology and the people hurt by it. (In fairness to our Catholic siblings in faith, many of Luther’s reforms have long since been put into place by the Roman Catholic Church. Remember, a little grace can go a long way.)</p>
<p>Digging into the back-story of the Reformation is similar detective work to digging into the Bible. The Bible includes many people and their stories pulsing together into the larger one. The highs and lows of our ancient Jewish cousins in the faith swooping into the 1<sup>st</sup> Century story of Jesus, a Jewish rabbi from a backwater town, and the ragtag men and women who followed him as disciples. It would take many lifetimes to exhaust the riches of God’s love story for the world, through Jesus who called himself the “truth” in the Bible reading from John. Which brings us to today. This moment. Us. And especially you guys who are affirming the promises of baptism in the milestone that we call Confirmation.</p>
<p>Confirmation is a rite of passage, a ritual that marks a moment into what came before and what comes after. A ritual that shifts the promises made at baptism from your parents to you. I’m just going to slip in the reminder that God’s promises are complete while our promises are fallible and imperfect even when they’re faithful. Confirmation is a big moment but it’s not a lone wolf moment. It’s a church-alive moment. You’re surrounded by people who are asking similar complicated questions that you ask:</p>
<ul>
<li>Was the earth, the world, the universe really just created for humans?</li>
<li>How was the creation story written down if God was the only being at the beginning of the world?</li>
<li>How did our faith/this church start and evolve and do you think it will continue to change? If so, in what way?</li>
<li>How do we <u>know</u> that God is really there? Is it okay to doubt God?</li>
</ul>
<p>These are complicated questions that many faithful Christians have asked at different times in their lives but especially at times of faithful ritual and often in times of struggle.</p>
<p>Last week I led a Bible Study at the women’s prison with 12 women on the Inside Council of New Beginnings Worshipping Community. We worked through the Bible readings and questions that their Pastor Terry had given us. It’s been a couple years or so since I’ve been with them and a few of the women I’ve known since I started volunteering there. Laughter and tears mix with some serious deep thinking.  I asked the women if they had any thoughts about doubt and faith that I could share with our youth at church who were going through the rite of Confirmation and affirming their baptisms. They want you to know that faith can feel hard but that it is also freedom – freedom to be who God made you to be, freedom to ask God to show you God’s presence, and freedom to ask to have an open heart. It’s really something to hear women in prison talking about freedom. Most of them will return to community alongside us at some point but for others it will be many years living within those walls.</p>
<p>The women are not talking about any old freedom and for them it’s more than poetry. They have found that freedom through the love and grace of Jesus. When Jesus says that sin enslaves us and he sets us free, these women deeply understand what that means. Those of us who live outside of prisons have a harder time admitting that we sin much less confessing it and our need for the very freedom Jesus offers through grace. But we know this much, we are free to ask questions. Free to ask questions about the Bible, about history, about the church, about Jesus, about our faith and our doubt, about the mystery of God. You name it and we are free to ask it.</p>
<p>Lutheran Christians have a 500-year history of asking, “What does this mean?” Literally, that question, “What does this mean?” (Although it was originally asked in German and now in most every known language – there are A LOT of Lutherans around the world.) The disciples in the Bible asked similar questions. The Jews living before the 1<sup>st</sup> century, through our Jewish neighbors today still ask questions about God, their history, and each other. We are part of this robust history of asking questions into our present-day moment of grace through faith.</p>
<p>Grace is God’s unconditional love for you.</p>
<p>Grace is God’s promises flowing over you in baptismal water – the promise to always be present, to always take you back, to make your life Christ-shaped, and to keep these promises forever.</p>
<p>Grace is this moment in time. Each one of us with a story of our own, drawn together by the Holy Spirit into God’s story. For this and for all that God is doing, we can say, thanks be to God, and amen.</p>
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<p>Song after the Sermon</p>
<p>All Creation Sings (hymnal): #1005 “Ask the Complicated Questions”</p>
<p>1          Ask the complicated questions.</p>
<p>Do not fear to be found out;</p>
<p>for our God makes strong our weakness,</p>
<p>forging faith in fires of doubt.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>2          Seek the disconcerting answers,</p>
<p>follow where the Spirit blows;</p>
<p>test competing truths for wisdom,</p>
<p>for in tension new life grows.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>3          Knock on doors of new ideas,</p>
<p>test assumptions long grown stale,</p>
<p>for Christ calls from shores of wonder,</p>
<p>daring us to try and fail.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>4          For in struggle we discover</p>
<p>truth both simple and profound;</p>
<p>in the knocking, asking, seeking,</p>
<p>we are opened, answered, found.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Text: David Bjorlin, b. 1984</p>
<p>Text © 2018 GIA Publications, Inc., giamusic.com.</p>
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		<title>Hearts Called to Goodness Struggle with the Question of Sin and Evil &#8211; Mark 7, James 1, Deuteronomy 4</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon art: Abstract Love by Billie Colson Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on August 29, 2021 [sermon begins after three Bible readings &#8211; hang in there] Mark 7:1-7, 14-16, 20-23 Now when the Pharisees and some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem gathered around [Jesus], 2they noticed that some of his disciples were eating with &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2021/08/29/hearts-called-to-goodness-struggle-with-the-question-of-sin-and-evil/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Hearts Called to Goodness Struggle with the Question of Sin and Evil &#8211; Mark 7, James 1, Deuteronomy 4</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>**sermon art: Abstract Love by Billie Colson</p>
<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on August 29, 2021</p>
<p>[sermon begins after three Bible readings &#8211; hang in there]</p>
<p>Mark 7:1-7, 14-16, 20-23 Now when the Pharisees and some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem gathered around [Jesus], <sup>2</sup>they noticed that some of his disciples were eating with defiled hands, that is, without washing them. <sup>3</sup>(For the Pharisees, and all the Jews, do not eat unless they thoroughly wash their hands, thus observing the tradition of the elders; <sup>4</sup>and they do not eat anything from the market unless they wash it; and there are also many other traditions that they observe, the washing of cups, pots, and bronze kettles.) <sup>5</sup>So the Pharisees and the scribes asked him, “Why do your disciples not live according to the tradition of the elders, but eat with defiled hands?” <sup>6</sup>He said to them, “Isaiah prophesied rightly about you hypocrites, as it is written,<br />
‘This people honors me with their lips,<br />
but their hearts are far from me;<br />
<sup>7</sup>in vain do they worship me,<br />
teaching human precepts as doctrines.’<br />
<sup>8</sup>You abandon the commandment of God and hold to human tradition.”<br />
<sup>14</sup>Then he called the crowd again and said to them, “Listen to me, all of you, and understand: <sup>15</sup>there is nothing outside a person that by going in can defile, but the things that come out are what defile.”<br />
<sup>21</sup>For it is from within, from the human heart, that evil intentions come: fornication, theft, murder, <sup>22</sup>adultery, avarice, wickedness, deceit, licentiousness, envy, slander, pride, folly. <sup>23</sup>All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person.”</p>
<p>James 1:17-27 Every generous act of giving, with every perfect gift, is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change. <sup>18</sup>In fulfillment of his own purpose he gave us birth by the word of truth, so that we would become a kind of first fruits of his creatures.<br />
<sup>19</sup>You must understand this, my beloved: let everyone be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger; <sup>20</sup>for your anger does not produce God’s righteousness. <sup>21</sup>Therefore rid yourselves of all sordidness and rank growth of wickedness, and welcome with meekness the implanted word that has the power to save your souls.<br />
<sup>22</sup>But be doers of the word, and not merely hearers who deceive themselves. <sup>23</sup>For if any are hearers of the word and not doers, they are like those who look at themselves in a mirror; <sup>24</sup>for they look at themselves and, on going away, immediately forget what they were like. <sup>25</sup>But those who look into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and persevere, being not hearers who forget but doers who act—they will be blessed in their doing.<br />
<sup>26</sup>If any think they are religious, and do not bridle their tongues but deceive their hearts, their religion is worthless. <sup>27</sup>Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to care for orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.</p>
<p>Deuteronomy 4:1-2, 6-9 So now, Israel, give heed to the statutes and ordinances that I am teaching you to observe, so that you may live to enter and occupy the land that the Lord, the God of your ancestors, is giving you. <sup>2</sup>You must neither add anything to what I command you nor take away anything from it, but keep the commandments of the Lord your God with which I am charging you.<br />
<sup>6</sup>You must observe them diligently, for this will show your wisdom and discernment to the peoples, who, when they hear all these statutes, will say, “Surely this great nation is a wise and discerning people!” <sup>7</sup>For what other great nation has a god so near to it as the Lord our God is whenever we call to him? <sup>8</sup>And what other great nation has statutes and ordinances as just as this entire law that I am setting before you today?<br />
<sup>9</sup>But take care and watch yourselves closely, so as neither to forget the things that your eyes have seen nor to let them slip from your mind all the days of your life; make them known to your children and your children’s children.</p>
<p>[sermon begins]</p>
<p>Our young adult son was about 11 years old when he leaned over and whispered, “Why does he always make us sound so bad?”<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> We were in Sunday worship. His question came during the hymn after the sermon. Quinn’s question led to a conversation on the car ride home about sin. A little heavy-duty maybe, but it was good for us to wrestle with the topic together as a family. He was in good company. Most people don’t really like the word. In fact, I often use milder terms like flaws or imperfections to talk about sin because many people have been beaten up by the language of sin and pretty much stop listening when the word is uttered. You can see the risk I’m taking as a preacher by opening with it.</p>
<p>Using the word sin is also a risk because the word isn’t used in the four Bible readings today. Not once. Check it out. I read through them with care. Let me know if you can find the word because I couldn’t. Words that ARE used in the readings include defile, evil, sordidness, and wickedness. This sermon is slipping even further into touchy territory. Touchy because many people have been hurt by accusations of being irredeemable. Touchy because, like my son Quinn, many people question conversations and sermons that make them feel bad.</p>
<p>It’s possible that the categories of good and bad are not that helpful when it comes to what we experience as true. For instance, in the Mark reading, there’s a long list of pitfalls that come from the heart. To hear this list more personally we can ask a series of questions. Regarding folly, who among us has not only participated in the ridiculous but also the ridiculously foolish? Regarding pride, who among us has not believed themselves to be better than someone else? Regarding slander, who among us has not gossiped our way through a phone call? Regarding envy, who among us has not looked at someone else’s belongings without wanting any of them? Regarding deceit, who among us has not spent time figuring out how to withhold the full truth? Regarding adultery, who among us has not let a friendship teeter into the romantic because we’ve stopped caring who gets hurt? Regarding avarice and greed, who among us has not purchased more toilet paper than we need?</p>
<p>These questions are relational &#8211; meaning that these behaviors affect relationships between people. The questions that I listed help translate Jesus’ list into the here and now. Granted, I’ve kept the questions fairly nonthreatening. We could dive deeper with the questions and shift into the brutally honest but that’s neither wise nor kind since we’re not talking back-and-forth in this moment. Although, I’m game for that conversation if anyone would like to have it. The point of asking those questions is to reveal a truth about being human. We have the capacity for evil within us. We see it play out in our own lives and in other people’s lives near and far. Jesus’ challenge to his disciples at the end of the Mark reading reveals the limits of our own efforts to avoid the naughty column and list ourselves among the nice.</p>
<p>Jesus’ teaching also highlights the limits of religious tradition. He cautions us against creating doctrine out of traditions. It’s also a good moment to normalize the Jewish traditions in the reading of washing hands before eating and washing the dishes afterwards – things many of us do every day. The Pharisees and Jesus were debating the relevance of religious tradition in light of God’s commandments. It’s important to remember that God gave the Ten Commandments to sustain life among God’s people. They were life-giving. The Deuteronomy reading today emphasizes life in this part of the preamble to the Big Ten. Moses said, “…give heed to the statutes and ordinances that I am teaching you to observe, so that you may live…”</p>
<p>Jesus’ list of sins in the Mark reading describe what happens when the commandments aren’t followed, and we break our relational obligations to each other with sinful behavior. As Christians, we hear Paul’s letters in the Bible separating the law from salvation to the point that we forget that the law’s intention is <em>life-giving</em>. Christian scripture often reminds us that God’s relationship with us does not depend on tallying up points in our favor by following the law. God’s relationship with us depends on God’s goodness first and not our own achievements of obedience.</p>
<p>Which brings us to the reading from James. This Sunday we start five weeks in which our second readings in worship come from the book of James. Lutheran Christians can struggle with James because we often think it leads with action, calling for obedient action as evidence of a living faith. Martin Luther even called it the “epistle of straw” for its lack of emphasis on grace. You have guessed correctly if you anticipated my suggestion to read the short book of James this week. It’s not clear who James was written for, but it seems to be written as encouragement for a group of Jesus followers who are at risk from a hostile ruling class.<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a> And the encouragement towards obedience and action seems intended to connect thoughts about faith with living the faith. It’s much easier to listen quietly than to live out our faith. The book of James challenges us to be more than hearers of the word by becoming doers of the word. We know from experience that our hearts contain more than the sins listed in Mark. Humans are creatures capable of great compassion, courage, and care. James connects those positive actions of the heart with God when he writes that, “Every generous act of giving, with every gift, is from above, coming down from the Father of lights.”</p>
<p>When I pray, “We love you God, thank you for loving us first,” I’m reminded of God’s goodness as the ignition for my own actions – even the act of love. Quinn’s question about badness is only a piece of the story of the heart. Later in the 10<sup>th</sup> chapter of Deuteronomy, Moses tells the people to circumcise their hearts, meaning that their identity is secured first by God’s love and only then becomes visible by their obedient acts of love.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a> Jesus similarly challenged his disciples, cracking open religious ritual to amplify the call on the heart to which we are also called. Our religious practices serve as an amplifier to our call as disciples. Then discipleship becomes a gift in our own and other peoples’ lives as we hear and do a life of faith. Faith that’s born from the God whose love makes goodness possible. Thanks be to God and amen.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> I ALWAYS get permission to share someone’s story in a sermon – especially if they’re named and extra-especially if they’re family. Quinn gave me permission and thinks the story is a good fit for the direction of the sermon.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Matthew Skinner, Professor of New Testament, Luther Seminary, St. Paul, MN. Sermon Brainwave Podcast for Lectionary Texts for the Fourteenth Sunday after Pentecost on August 29, 2021. https://www.workingpreacher.org/podcasts/799-14th-sunday-after-pentecost-ord-22b-aug-29-2021</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> Deuteronomy 10:16 but really 10:12-19. God’s love of the widow, orphan, and stranger calls us to the same.</p>
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		<title>Practical Hope for Life Today [OR Listen, God is Calling] Mark 6:14-29 and Ephesians 1:3-14</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on July 11, 2021 [sermon begins after two Bible readings] Mark 6:14-29  King Herod heard of it, for Jesus’ name had become known. Some were saying, “John the baptizer has been raised from the dead; and for this reason these powers are at work in him.” 15But others said, “It &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2021/07/11/practical-hope-for-life-today-or-listen-god-is-calling-mark-614-29-and-ephesians-13-14/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Practical Hope for Life Today [OR Listen, God is Calling] Mark 6:14-29 and Ephesians 1:3-14</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on July 11, 2021</p>
<p>[sermon begins after two Bible readings]</p>
<p>Mark 6:14-29  King Herod heard of it, for Jesus’ name had become known. Some were saying, “John the baptizer has been raised from the dead; and for this reason these powers are at work in him.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">15</sup>But others said, “It is Elijah.” And others said, “It is a prophet, like one of the prophets of old.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">16</sup>But when Herod heard of it, he said, “John, whom I beheaded, has been raised.”</p>
<p><sup class="ww vnumVis">17</sup>For Herod himself had sent men who arrested John, bound him, and put him in prison on account of Herodias, his brother Philip’s wife, because Herod had married her. <sup class="ww vnumVis">18</sup>For John had been telling Herod, “It is not lawful for you to have your brother’s wife.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">19</sup>And Herodias had a grudge against him, and wanted to kill him. But she could not, <sup class="ww vnumVis">20</sup>for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a righteous and holy man, and he protected him. When he heard him, he was greatly perplexed; and yet he liked to listen to him. <sup class="ww vnumVis">21</sup>But an opportunity came when Herod on his birthday gave a banquet for his courtiers and officers and for the leaders of Galilee. <sup class="ww vnumVis">22</sup>When his daughter Herodias came in and danced, she pleased Herod and his guests; and the king said to the girl, “Ask me for whatever you wish, and I will give it.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">23</sup>And he solemnly swore to her, “Whatever you ask me, I will give you, even half of my kingdom.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">24</sup>She went out and said to her mother, “What should I ask for?” She replied, “The head of John the baptizer.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">25</sup>Immediately she rushed back to the king and requested, “I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter.” <sup class="ww vnumVis">26</sup>The king was deeply grieved; yet out of regard for his oaths and for the guests, he did not want to refuse her. <sup class="ww vnumVis">27</sup>Immediately the king sent a soldier of the guard with orders to bring John’s head. He went and beheaded him in the prison, <sup class="ww vnumVis">28</sup>brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl. Then the girl gave it to her mother. <sup class="ww vnumVis">29</sup>When his disciples heard about it, they came and took his body, and laid it in a tomb.</p>
<p>Ephesians 1:3-14 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, <sup class="ww vnumVis">4</sup>just as he chose us in Christ before the foundation of the world to be holy and blameless before him in love. <sup class="ww vnumVis">5</sup>He destined us for adoption as his children through Jesus Christ, according to the good pleasure of his will, <sup class="ww vnumVis">6</sup>to the praise of his glorious grace that he freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. <sup class="ww vnumVis">7</sup>In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace <sup class="ww vnumVis">8</sup>that he lavished on us. With all wisdom and insight <sup class="ww vnumVis">9</sup>he has made known to us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure that he set forth in Christ, <sup class="ww vnumVis">10</sup>as a plan for the fullness of time, to gather up all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth. <sup class="ww vnumVis">11</sup>In Christ we have also obtained an inheritance, having been destined according to the purpose of him who accomplishes all things according to his counsel and will, <sup class="ww vnumVis">12</sup>so that we, who were the first to set our hope on Christ, might live for the praise of his glory. <sup class="ww vnumVis">13</sup>In him you also, when you had heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and had believed in him, were marked with the seal of the promised Holy Spirit; <sup class="ww vnumVis">14</sup>this is the pledge of our inheritance toward redemption as God’s own people, to the praise of his glory.</p>
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<p>Last Sunday, I stopped at the grocery store on my way home from church. This means that I was also still wearing my church clothes, including the collar. Choosing the zippiest checkout lane, I found myself in a line with a cashier I’d never met. She wasn’t new, by any means. She was waving at people who called out her to her, talking across lanes with other cashiers, directing the grocery bagger on how to help a customer with propane, and welcomed me to the party with a warm, “Hi honey, how are you?” As she handed me the receipt, she held onto it for a few seconds, leaned way over and quietly asked, “Are you a priest?”</p>
<p>“A pastor,” I replied.</p>
<p>“Will you pray for me?”</p>
<p>“Yes,” I said as I started looking for her name tag to commit it to memory.</p>
<p>She held up her name badge and told me her name. I repeated her name and told her again that I would pray for her. She thanked me and I went on my way. From entering her line to the prayer request couldn’t have been more than five minutes – a short, sincere, and significant scene.</p>
<p>Our Bible story today is a scene of a different kind. The gospel writer teased us in the first chapter with half a verse about John the Baptist’s arrest and in the third chapter with the Pharisees conspiring against Jesus with Herod’s followers, but waited until the sixth chapter to expand on the story.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> It’s the full meal deal with John’s head served as the final course of the banquet at Herod’s party.<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a> Gruesome and horrific, it’s like a scene in a movie that spotlights just how evil the evil ones can be. Herod had heard about Jesus and his apostles proclaiming repentance, casting out demons, and curing the sick among the villages. When he heard about it, Herod was haunted by the idea that John, whom he beheaded, had been raised. Initially, Herod imprisoned John to protect him from his wife Herodias’ grudge. He liked listening to John’s perplexing teachings and confined him to a handy dungeon. But Herodias won the long game and trapped Herod in his oath-keeping and in his concern for what other people thought about him. Herod was “deeply grieved,” but apparently not grieved enough to do the right thing.</p>
<p>Herod executed John to save face and protect his power. His evil act haunted him when he heard about the things that Jesus and his apostles were doing, once again connecting John the Baptist’s and Jesus’ ministries. At first, Herod’s deep regret stood out in this gruesome tale as something we can all relate to – even if we haven’t chopped off anyone’s head. But then, Jesus’ apostles and John’s disciples became more compelling. What were they doing around the edges of Herod’s evil acts? Mark, the gospel writer, bookends Herod’s story by first highlighting Jesus’ apostles preaching repentance, casting out demons, and curing the sick; and afterwards, recounting how “the apostles gathered around Jesus to tell him all that they had done and taught” before they got down to Feeding the Five Thousand.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a> Mark concludes John’s murder with a short note about his own disciples’ compassion and action. “When his disciples heard about it, they came and took his [beheaded] body, and laid it in a tomb.” Not only does laying John in a tomb further connect his ministry and its end to Jesus’ earthly ministry and its end, but John’s disciples and Jesus’ apostles are examples of people practicing hope in the face of institutional evil and corrupt power.</p>
<p>Last week, I was in a meeting in which the opening icebreaker was to share a sentence or two about where we see signs of hope in a violent world. As you might imagine, the answers were all over the board, but there was a unifying theme that could be described as the hopeful behavior that we see other people doing and that we ourselves try to do &#8211; people creating hope for themselves and others by working with other people creating hope for themselves and others. Not spinning illusory hope for someday but working towards practical hope for today. Working repentance and healing for abundant life for everyone. And this takes us to the Ephesians Bible reading.</p>
<p>This reading starts the first of seven weeks in Ephesians, so it’s a good time to read this very short book attributed to Paul, although more likely written by one of his students. Ephesus was located in what’s now the western coast of Turkey. The letter’s message praises God’s work in Jesus, freeing us from sin by grace through faith that creates us for good works. In these opening verses of the first chapter that were read today, we hear about the spiritual blessings in Christ. Included in the list of blessings is redemption in Christ. Redemption in Biblical times meant the equivalent of being freed from slavery.<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a> Redemption from sin would mean being freed from sin. Now obviously, Jesus followers have as much problem with sin as anyone else. But redemption in Christ also gives us a faith community through our baptisms and through whom we experience the weekly and even daily call to surrender our sin at the foot of the cross and practice faith, hope, and love as adopted children of God through Jesus Christ.</p>
<p>It’s taken me more that my fair share of time to figure out that being adopted as a child of God through baptism has nothing to do with playing it safe. In fact, being named child of God in baptism draws us into acts of practical hope for today that often <em>don’t</em> align with the goals of leaders who hold institutional power. Was John the Baptist safe? No. Was Jesus safe? No. Were Jesus’ early followers safe? No. Are we safe? No, I’m afraid not. What we are is redeemed and freed by the gospel into the work of practical hope assigned by Jesus.</p>
<p>The cashier who asked for prayer sees Jesus people as a sign of practical hope. Each day our baptism works in us the practical hope of dying to sin and raising us to new life so that we’re less like Herod and more like Jesus. Living into a life that is ever more Christ-shaped as a Jesus follower, safety from corrupt power fades to black while acts of practical hope take center stage in public acts of the faithful. Advocacy is one way to do the work of practical hope; community organizing is another. Working through legislation and ballot initiatives that change people’s real lives now. It’s partly why Augustana has a fledgling Human Dignity Delegate ministry to address issues of human dignity in the public square. The next meeting is August 1. Let me know if you’d like more details.</p>
<p>In a moment we’ll sing “Listen, God is Calling.” In the language of Herod’s story, God calls us from our self-absorbed, death-dealing sin. God redeems us into freedom from those very sins and our inevitable regret for them. God’s call through the cross of Christ empowers us by the Holy Spirit into the unsafe, bold, and practical hope on behalf of the gospel for the sake of the world. It’s a good day to be reminded of this good news. Amen.</p>
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<p>Song after the sermon:</p>
<p>Listen, God is Calling [Neno lake Mungu]<a href="#_ftn5" name="_ftnref5">[5]</a></p>
<p>#513 Evangelical Lutheran Worship (Minneapolis: Augsburg Fortress, 2006)</p>
<p>Refrain</p>
<p>Listen, listen, God is calling through the Word inviting, offering forgiveness, comfort and joy. (repeat)</p>
<p>Jesus gave his mandate; share the good news that he came to save us and set us free. [Refrain]</p>
<p>Let none be forgotten throughout the world. In the triune name of God go and baptize. [Refrain]</p>
<p>Help us to be faithful, standing steadfast, walking in your precepts, led by your Word. [Refrain]</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> Mark 1:14 and Mark 3:6</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Karoline Lewis, Professor of Biblical Preaching, Luther Seminary, St. Paul, MN. Sermon Brainwave: Commentary discussion of Mark 6:14-29 for July 11, 2021. https://www.workingpreacher.org/podcasts/792-7th-sunday-after-pentecost-ord-15b-july-11-2021</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> Mark 6:30 immediately follows the gospel reading of Mark 6:14-29</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> Lutheran Study Bible (NRSV). Ephesians 1:7 study note. (Minneapolis: Augsburg Fortress, 2009), 1922.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref5" name="_ftn5">[5]</a> Austin Lovelace and Howard S. Olson (1968). Lutheran Theological College, Makumira, Tanzania, admin. Augsburg Fortress.</p>
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		<title>Seek. Find. Joy. Repeat. [OR What’s Up in the Lost and Found?] Luke 15:1-10 and 1 Timothy 1:12-17</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[**sermon art:  &#8220;Lost Sheep &#8211; Lost Coin&#8221; by Kazakhstan Artist Nelly Bube. &#160; Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on September 15, 2019 [sermon begins after two Bible readings] Luke 15:1-10  Now all the tax collectors and sinners were coming near to listen to him. 2 And the Pharisees and the scribes were grumbling and saying, &#8220;This &#8230; <a href="https://caitlintrussell.org/2019/09/15/seek-find-joy-repeat-or-whats-up-in-the-lost-and-found-luke-151-10-and-1-timothy-112-17/" class="more-link">Continue reading <span class="screen-reader-text">Seek. Find. Joy. Repeat. [OR What’s Up in the Lost and Found?] Luke 15:1-10 and 1 Timothy 1:12-17</span> <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
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<p>Caitlin Trussell with Augustana Lutheran Church on September 15, 2019</p>
<p>[sermon begins after two Bible readings]</p>
<p>Luke 15:1-10  Now all the tax collectors and sinners were coming near to listen to him. 2 And the Pharisees and the scribes were grumbling and saying, &#8220;This fellow welcomes sinners and eats with them.&#8221; 3 So he told them this parable: 4 &#8220;Which one of you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness and go after the one that is lost until he finds it? 5 When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders and rejoices. 6 And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them, &#8220;Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost.&#8217; 7 Just so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance. 8 &#8220;Or what woman having ten silver coins, if she loses one of them, does not light a lamp, sweep the house, and search carefully until she finds it? 9 When she has found it, she calls together her friends and neighbors, saying, &#8220;Rejoice with me, for I have found the coin that I had lost.&#8217; 10 Just so, I tell you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.&#8221;</p>
<p>1 Timothy 1:12-17 I am grateful to Christ Jesus our Lord, who has strengthened me, because he judged me faithful and appointed me to his service, 13 even though I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and a man of violence. But I received mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, 14 and the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. 15 The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the foremost. 16 But for that very reason I received mercy, so that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display the utmost patience, making me an example to those who would come to believe in him for eternal life. 17 To the King of the ages, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory forever and ever. Amen.</p>
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<p>My son made me a bracelet.  The class assignment had to be an original design and solder two kinds of metal together.  He chose copper and silver, balanced symmetry and asymmetry in the design, soldered and sanded the metals, and presented me with the finished product.  The bracelet had a toggle clasp to hold it on my wrist.  A toggle clasp is cool looking, but it can slip loose if you jostle it just so.  On my way home from Costco one day, hands in that 9-and-3 on the steering wheel, I realized it was no longer on my wrist.  Almost home, I ran my groceries inside and headed back to Costco where I retraced my path.  Didn’t find it.  Went to customer service and, lo and behold, someone had found it and turned it in.  I could NOT believe it!  Happy-happy-joy-joy!  A small thing but a whole lotta love embedded in it. Search. Found. Joy.  (And, yes, toggle clasp out, new clasp in.)</p>
<p>Joy is one of the highlights in the gospel reading today.  The shepherd rejoices over the lost sheep (v6).  The woman who finds her lost coin, a day’s wage gone missing, rejoices with her friends (v9).  And we haven’t even gotten to the story of the Prodigal Son that comes in the next verses and completes the trifecta of lost and found things in the next few verses.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a>  Take a peek at Luke 15 in the pew Bible in front of you.  Note how chapter 15 ramps up the lost stories each time.  There is so much joy that it can’t help but be shared. The shepherd who finds his sheep “calls together his friends and neighbors” inviting them to rejoice with him.  The woman who finds her coin “calls together her friends and neighbors” inviting them to rejoice with her.  The father runs wildly to his returning son, kisses him, kills the fatted calf, and celebrates with a dance party.</p>
<p>Friends, neighbors, and households are not the only ones partying in these parables.  Jesus adds that there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.  We heard a bit about the joy of the angels in our Confession and Forgiveness at the beginning of worship today.  We heard that “For the sake of Jesus Christ ☩ your sins are forgiven” and then were invited to “rejoice with the angels at this good news.” Now THAT is a cool image – angels celebrating on our behalf. It’s counter-cultural to jump into anything with a confession of wrongdoing on our lips.  So much so that some people ask why we have a part of our worship that makes us sound so bad.  I argue that we start with the truth and the truth is that we can be as dumb as that sheep, as slippery as that coin, and as disobedient as that son. We’re sinners and we know it.  Sin is deeper than the hurtful things we do to others and ourselves. Sin is the breach, the distance, that is between us and God. Sin has us thinking we can save ourselves by finding ourselves.</p>
<p>Along the line of finding ourselves, a tourist group in Iceland lost track of a fellow traveler at a volcanic landmark.  A search was organized once the woman was verified missing.  50 members of the tour group joined the search while the Icelandic coast guard scrambled a helicopter.  They searched well into the night until one woman in the search and rescue group realized that everyone was searching for her and told the local police who called off the search.  It was about 3 o’clock in the morning.  The problem occurred when she had broken off from the group earlier in the day to change her clothes.  Her description was generic enough that she didn’t recognize herself in it.  The news headline was spot on:  “Missing Woman ‘Finds Herself’ After an Intense Search.” <a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[2]</a>  It’s a perfect headline for our topic at hand, really.</p>
<p>The language of “finding ourselves” is an old one.  We thrive on thinking things through to the essence of self.  Tony Hoagland’s poem, “Among the Intellectuals,” gets at this tendency to think things down to the last thought.  He describes being “thought-provoking, as if thought were an animal” to be poked with a stick.  After illustrating his own experience of intellectual posturing, he writes:</p>
<p>Inevitably, you find out you are lost, really lost;<br />
blind, really blind;<br />
stupid, really stupid;<br />
dry, really dry;<br />
hungry, really hungry;<br />
and you go on from there.<a href="#_ftn3" name="_ftnref3">[3]</a></p>
<p>The poet’s words strike a chord in the current culture of snark posing as savvy and irony masquerading as intelligence.  The dizzying intellectual acrobatics leave in their wake a longing for earnest joy and hoping for a moment of the absurd and even ridiculous.  Sublime is good but sometimes silly is what’s needed.  And that’s what we get in Jesus’ parables.  Jesus asks, “Which of you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness and go after the one that is lost until he finds it?”  You know what the answer is to that ridiculous question?  No shepherd would do that.  It’s absurd to even consider leaving your livelihood of 99 sheep in the wilderness to hunt down a single lost sheep.  Then Jesus asks, “…what woman having ten sliver coins, if she loses one of them, does not light a lamp, sweep the house, and search carefully until she finds it?”  The answer?  No woman would spend more money on lamp oil worth more than the coin she is looking for.  It’s ridiculous even to consider being that wasteful.</p>
<p>Jesus’ parables don’t leave the lost to find themselves.  Lost things simply don’t have that kind of capacity.  The seeking begins with God – from the cosmic to the particular in the person of Jesus; from Creator to creation to creature; from God to us.  God is not irresistible.  Many of us wander off, slip away, or run from God.  Our self-centeredness knows no bounds.  But God relentlessly pursues us through Jesus’ ministry, death, and resurrection.  And God’s joy is exuberant when reconciliation happens between us and God.  Joy is part of God’s character and the angels rejoice in kind.</p>
<p>Finding the lost, no matter the cost, makes the angels jump for joy with the one who searches and finds.  One wonders if the search and the celebration cost more than the lost objects were worth.<a href="#_ftn4" name="_ftnref4">[4]</a>  In that regard, the opening line of the gospel reading is even more compelling.  “Now all the tax collectors and sinners were coming near to listen to [Jesus].”  Not just some. All. Not only the tax collectors. Also, the sinners. It’s an absurd excess of people.  I’m sure the grumbling religious elite WERE perturbed by the party crashers. But imagine what the sinners and tax collectors felt by being included around Jesus’ table. Just for a moment, imagine their joy. If imagining the joy of the sinners a stretch, take a look at Paul writing to Timothy in our second reading today.  Here he confesses to perpetrating violence. Elsewhere, we are told he was killing Jesus followers.  Then he had a come to Jesus moment.<a href="#_ftn5" name="_ftnref5">[5]</a>  He had his own story of being lost and found, his own story of joy.  I’ve heard some of your stories including your joy.  There’s nothing like those moments of being found.</p>
<p>Rarely is being found a once and done experience.  Oh sure, our baptisms happen once.  But the experience of being in a push me/pull you with God happens over a lifetime. Often the stories defy being put into words that make sense to other people although I’d argue we should keep trying to find those words.  Often our own stories parallel elements of Jesus’ parables either by being dumb as a sheep, slippery as a coin, or disobedient as a son. Sometimes, our stories include all three.  Our joy at being found is a drop in the bucket of the joy of God who searches for us, risking God’s whole self in the search.  We are never beyond God’s relentless grace.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> Luke 15:11-32</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[2]</a> Casey Glynn. “Missing Woman ‘Finds Herself’ After Intense Search.” CBS News. August 30, 2012. <a href="https://www.cbsnews.com/news/missing-woman-finds-herself-after-intense-search/">https://www.cbsnews.com/news/missing-woman-finds-herself-after-intense-search/</a></p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref3" name="_ftn3">[3]</a> (Many thanks to John Pederson for posting this gem.)  Tony Hoagland (1953-2018). “Among the Intellectuals.” The New Yorker: September 2, 2019. <a href="https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2019/09/02/among-the-intellectuals">https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2019/09/02/among-the-intellectuals</a></p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref4" name="_ftn4">[4]</a> Amanda Brobst-Renaud, Assistant Professor of Theology, Valparaiso University. Commentary on Luke 15:1-10 for September 15, 2019. <a href="https://www.workingpreacher.org/preaching.aspx?commentary_id=4165">https://www.workingpreacher.org/preaching.aspx?commentary_id=4165</a></p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref5" name="_ftn5">[5]</a> Acts 9:1-19</p>
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